Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Change

Ever have feelings, that you just can't shake? Well... Lately, my overwhleming feeling is "change". That is the best word I can use to describe my feelings. Of course I also have a stressful feeling, a loving feeling, a motherly feeling, etc. But, when I lay and try to relax... I can not shake the feeling like my life is changing in a major way.
I know my job is changing at work. My duties will be different, I will quite possibily be loosing the ability to teach classes. So, is that changing feeling, more of a fear of the unknown process my life is taking? Is it the odd early knowledge that I will be looking for a new career path. After three years at Michaels, I just can't believe some of the ways that the company itself is disappointing me. Not that I think they will care if I leave, but will it shut down a part of me, if I stay.
UGH!!
OK... I gotta figure out the actual information and changes coming to my job, which should happen by Monday. Then, with all the needed information, I will be making a change. Either in the store, or leaving the store.
But for sure CHANGE!

1 comment:

Diane said...

Rebecca,
Change is hard that is for sure. I was just discussing this very thing with a friend from church. There have been many changes at our church and some of them have made us sad. She reminded me that change, although hard at times, is a good thing. It can mean progress.
Have faith, that is the best advise I can give you, just have faith.
Hugs,
:-)

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